Blair's Diary (May 9, 2025)

Time check: 22:01

Today was amazing. I thought it's going to be an average day, well actually my first plan for the day was to get my brows done with my friend. But she suddenly cancelled saying she's busy. I was chill about it and continued with my day by playing roblox. Then during the evening, that said friend barged into my room so suddenly and asked me to go to her house. I was like sure, thinking we're prob gonna do our makeup or play roblox cuz that's how we usually hang out when we go to her place. But just when she opened her room, the lights inside suddenly switched up on its own then I saw her room decorated, with some letters plastered saying "happy birthday". 

I was frozen at first, trying to process what's happening while my two friends and her bf are singing me happy birthday. I was at loss for words, I really didn't know what to say. And I've mentioned with my past blog that I grew up without celebrating my bdays so this is strangely new and unfamiliar. And I didn't wanna seem ungrateful so I tried saying something, i forgot what i said but i was blabbering anything related to the surprise. And before I knew it, tears started flowing out of my eyes and then I cried uncontrollably. 

It was a weird experience but a pleasant one, I never thought I'll experience something like this from my friends. To think they were able to do something like this when them theirselves are busy and struggling financially, I felt like a burden that time. And that realization made me sob more. Tho I did try to stop myself cuz Ion wanna ruin what they did for me, so I started spouting thanks and whatnots. Soon after we took some pics, blew my candles, and ate the food they prepared. They were apologizing that they were only able to prepare so little but to me that's already too much.

I'm really REALLY grateful to have them, though it's a shame that my other two friends didn't make it (they're still at their province), but I'm already satisfied for what they did to me. I love them so much and I hope they'll experience the best in life.