Fawn

I don't really care about your interests 

Yet I always let myself invest

I know you didn't ask me to

But I tried to quit for you

Yet here I am still suffering

While you're out here still mad, muttering

About how I'm terrible, but the nicest person you knew

How you excuse yourself is unbearable, talking to the future exes you keep in queue

You said you wanted to ruin my life, I'm glad you're thinking of me

While all I can feel is the sutures

Just make sure you take back the knife, before you leave me

You made me think about our future

You never tried to care about my vigorous attemps to reach out 

Putting on display your indifference to anything but what you spout

Indulging in every last one of your addictions

Never seeming to care about other's afflictions

Selflessly, selfishly, only caring about yourself

Reflecting, while I reach to the top-shelf liquor. Realising, talking to you was like a project, always "do it yourself." 

Go off and get attention from the people who are using your body

'Cause godforbid it was any-body else

Make sure you take back the knife, before you leave me

Disembodying myself from the lie of our time spent together

Disembody the thoughts of you forever

So make sure you take back the life you said you gave me

Lying to others about how you tret me

Getting to have other's give you my sympathy

Unsympathetically, running over my words

Unsympathetically, I just wanna be heard