Report Blog Entry
Dear Silly Lil' Diary,
I don't know how posting my ramblings into the void of the internet is productive in any way, but something something the desire to feel heard something something human connection. Whatever.
Adult life sucks and its hard, but we are COPING!!!
In a way, I guess I can excuse this as like, an effort to practice mindfulness or something (I'm insufferable). I digress. After work all I want to do is rot in my bed on Instagram for hours and hours and then sleep, but that kind of puts me in a cycle of sleeping, existing, and waking up, and that is NOT good for me.
I'm still trying to re-teach myself to live. I've been crocheting, watching anime, and cooking a whole lot more. I want to read again (not just manga). My garden is thriving (except for my tomatoes.) I've been driving a lot more; actually leaving my house!??
Regardless, I've felt for a long time like I've been swallowed up by my mental illness and by the predatory, endless scroll of social media. I want to live. I want to deal. I want to keep finding more ways to deal.
TLDR; life is hard, but its beautiful too and it is so worth living.
Comments
Displaying 2 of 2 comments ( View all | Add Comment )
insomnyahh
i’m so glad you have such a optimistic approach to life.
It is definitely an uphill battle most days, hopefully it will get easier :)
by ._*glorp*_.; ; Report
Ollie
thats cool, what Animes have you been watching lately?
Mostly slice of life anime! Right now I've been bouncing between Acro Trip, Food For The Soul, and New Game! All very cute and wholesome :))
by ._*glorp*_.; ; Report
That's sick, i watched some of Acro chip and its rlly cool I'm not one to watch anime but I've been trying to get into it
by Ollie; ; Report