Just living

Well people. I'm not inspired since a long months ago. Inspired for what? for even explaining myself my inner state, my feelings (imagine explaining to others! meh)

Trynna get out of alcohol enviorement that only caused me bad moments.

I'd like some magic in my life. I'd like to have a inner inspiration for my path. I'm quite materialistic theses days (it's an urge right now, i have to survive duh) but i miss crying, i miss feeling quiet and observer