Happy Wednesday

I know that I’m kind of late and I skipped a day for my blog, which I feel terrible about! On Tuesday, I had a pretty good day. My mother and I went to watch the Thunderbolts* and I got a 95 on my Geology final exam. While I was sitting in the bathroom after the movie, I just kind of thought, “life can’t get any better than this, can it?”. I was really happy on Tuesday. Things like school or friendships didn’t seem to matter as long as I could go to the movies with my mother on occasion. On the way home, I rolled down the window and watched the clouds roll overhead. It was rainy. It hardly ever rains wherever I live, so I was happy. 

Today was not as great as it was on Tuesday. Sometimes, I don’t understand how things can go from really really good to really really bad in just a few hours. Nothing of great importance happened, but I found out that some people that I really liked didn’t really feel the same way towards me, even if I didn’t do anything wrong. It kind of hurts my feelings. My mother says that if I try my best in life and to be nice to everyone regardless, things will be easy, but I think that only works if it’s reciprocated. Not everyone’s mothers told them to be kind no matter what and it sucks.  

Right now, I’m feeling kind of hopeless and sad. I don’t really know what to do to make myself feel better but I also don’t think it’s good to sit around and cry about it. I wish that people would just be nicer. 

That’s all I have to say for now. Sorry for the more serious post, but I won’t have written about it if it weren’t something that really bothered me. I hope that tomorrow will be better.