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so yes i KNOW its been a while. just to clarify, ive tried to write this blog everyday for the past 5 days and everytime ill leave my computer for too long and then it will shut down and then i would open it back up to 600 words worth gone and staring back at me is a white screen with no title. literally almost loose my mind everytime istg.
okay so a LOT has been happening, so much that i just dont know if i can blog it all so im gonna try to split this up into sections and save every 20-ish minutes. So like just now I just saved out of safety. its already started so might as well finish it yk.
so starting off, my last blog entry was photos from the way there to my grandmas house, i have more photos so ill put in like 5-10 just because turns out it takes fucking FOVEVER to load in all the photos T_T so heres a few from my grandmas house!
so maybe this was 2 weeks ago but its important trust </3 not really, i just feel bad for leaving you guys on a cliffhanger lmao. okay so the 22nd i went quading for like 3 hours, it was pretty cool but the quad freakinngggg suckekedddd. MY quad is really nice, i have a Polaris sportsman 570, i like it lots cuz it has power steering, good breaks and the tires are really nice. but this one didnt have power steering </3 my arms were soooo sore after ugghh. also the freaking wheels SUCKED huge massive butthole. dude istg it couldnt go through like 3 inches of snow. how the freak T_T
anyways enough about the quad guys, the next day my mom had to drive my grandma to go get a bloodtest because she has cancer and they needed her blood for something. my grandpa was getting out too cuz he had a heart attack and needs a heart monitor soon so they also needed his blood. anyways that day i mostly drew, that was the 23rd and i know because like 5 pages in my sketchbook are marked as the 23rd lmao. i did some homework but like ugghhhhh. i have sooo much homework thats just been piling up for the past 3 weeks </3
about the animals at my grandmassss!!! yayayyaya. so the one with the long snout who looks shocked in the one photo is leo, hes got 3 legs and barks WAY too much. he has jealously issues so im not allowed to pet any other animal without also petting him after or he barks at you. for like a whole day he would NOT leave me alone, like if i got up to go my room he would follow and if i went to the bathroom he waited outside for me. i think i remind him of my grandma :c hes so diva. i woke up that morning and he was in the bed and we cuddled, hes my baby.
the fat one (/j) is blue, hes the black dog who is next to leo. i love blue smmmm hes so cutie. before they had this other fat black dog who belonged to my aunt but he met leo and loved leo so much that they couldn't be seperated so my grandma took the dog in. hes dead now :c big sad, i miss chonk (thats what we called him because he was fat).
the little grey kitty is shady, shes new. she can be kinda shy when shes outside but she soemtimes takes a breather and comes in and shes sooo friendly. my babyyyy
Daisy is really nice now because she got overfed and now shes freaking huge but when she was skinny she was so mean T_T i think its because shes too fat to care about attacking the hell out of your hands and running away. i love daisy, shes also very friendly.
the last photo before the scenery photos is when my family got me a birthday cake for my birthday, which was 2 days after on the 25th!! happy birthday to me i guess, i did make a post and some people said happy birthday, i love you guys i just forgot to respond so thank you all for the birthday wishes mwa mwa!!!!
so after my birthday i went to comic-con with my friend, i woke up with swollen lymph nodes and other shit but still went. while i was there i my knees hurt like a bitch and my back was so bad i had to take breaks and sit down. it was fun tough, i spent like 250 dollars though so um.. also i got a signed poster from arthur sudam. i got so much stufffff. i got 4 prints, 3 keychains, like a million stickers, 2 comic books, sticker sheets, a sticker book, a pin and idek if there was more. we also went to see a frank miller (writer of daredevil born again and many other comics) like interview type thing where he talked about making his comics and answered audience questions. yes many we stood in line for over an hour but it was worth it (kinda, my friend was more into daredevil at the time and now writing this she recruited me to be apart of her stupid fandom </3 im watching daredevil rn guys)
my back was killing me the whole time though guys and my hips decided that was the day they were gonna attack the hell out of me. im disabled but because im not FULLY diagnosed i cant get accessibly aids so events like comic-con or even going to the mall is really hard for me. it would be nice to have a cane at the very least but whatever, i should be getting some form of aid after i go to the sportsmed doctor
after comiccon i got sick AGAINN and had to stay home till monday. then my mom forced me to go to school on the tuesday even though i was definitely still sick.
i fell down the stairs that day and sprained my ankle </3 it hurt at first (like the first 30 seconds) and then i was gonna walk to the office to go to the nurse but them it stopped hurting and i was like "nvm its just a minor sprain nobody worry" and then turned around and walked to the gas station because i wanted a mosnter. that was a little dumb but who cares. i called my mom and said it was sprained, i knew because i had sprained my ankle 4 other times making that my 5th. she called me dramatic and wouldnt let me come home so i went to my next 2 classes with a sprained ankle. the reason she said i was dramatic was because i was too nonchalant about it because i wasnt crying so she thought me saying it was sprained was an over exaggeration
i went to urgent care a wrote a blog there but it got deleted so :C big sad
i usually am not allowed to go to the hospital but this time i was because i confronted her in grade 9 that i was never taken to the hospital at times when i needed it and for that i was given permanent damage due to improper healing. also my brother broke his wrist and it looked like a sprain so now shes paranoid. shes even more paranoid because i watch house with her and hospital shows make her like that.
i dont remember if i mentioned this in a post, i probably did but i thought it would dig on it a bit. my grandma has cancer so my mom has been stressing out a lot. right now she has a bacterial infection and im scared its my fault. i was sick when i went to visit her and im scared that i gave it to her. she has the infection so she cant get chemo right now until it goes away and shes really sick. im killing my grandma, just by being around her. im scared that if she dies because she cant get chemo soon enough, it will be my fault because i got her sick. i have a bacterial infection right now, meaning hers is most likely from mine.
Tech week started on the 2nd but i had to leave early because i was going camping for my dads birthday. if you guys keep up with ym letterboxd you would know that I watched 4 movies the day i was sick. i got sick that trip guys. and we were gonna go swimming so i had to shave my snatch and you have no idea the fear that crossed my face when the only razor i could find was covered in dried crust and was rusting. there was old hair in it i was so happy to find a different one i actually was so relieved. camping really wasnt that entertaining, i went quading i guess but mostly i jsut watched house and watched movies that my dad pirated on this little memory card. the croods!!!!!! release the baby!!!!! i only share outside the log, im funnier that way. sleep pile? heads! tails, thunks in. old lady down! eep, avenge me!! anyways
Im going to probably post a separate blog for tech week but just know a lot happened. i wasnt there much for setting up and stuff but i was there for the production which was nice, for the most part. i had to go to the hospital because i got hives. i posted about this on my bulletins but its here now too. im allergic the antibiotics my doctor gave me so. she gave them to me without even knowing what is wrong with me, originally they were to fix my swollen lymph nodes cuz im still sick but now im not on them so now theres nothing to fix that. if i write about theatre idk if i should name drop though and also i know that if i start writing ill never stop so im just gonna end it here.
this blog is so freaking long so im gonna end it here, more should be posted on the events of theatre at some point, rn i have too much homework and i probably shouldn't even be doing this cuz of how much i have. for context, i read 145 pages just yesterday. ummmm. i still didnt even finish the reading, i have 2 more chapters to read but at least im more caught up than i was before cuz wtf.
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