5/7/25

hahaha... im not doing as well today (^__^; )...

makes sense since my period finally started. but anyways.. i hate.. the internet. i say as i type this out on the internet Hahaha. im always getting made fun of. im always going to get my ass bitten by the mean piranhas. im always going to be.. yeah. theres always going to be people who are mean to me on the internet for no reason. ill be living my life and people will still find their way to hurt me. i guess thats just life, but at least its less common irl. like.... why do i have entire hate pages on me online? i dont know any of these people. why do they hate me? it just hurts. like my chest actually hurts i really dont think i deserve that kind of hate i didnt do anything at all

anyways i dunno i think my friend likes me or something. i just had a feeling, im not too sure about it actually. if she does i would feel bad because.. i do really love kaeya after all. she kind of like complains about me liking kaeya. like.. she keeps on asking me if i really have a real girlfriend or not. i just say kaeya like i always do because its true, i see kaeya and i as a real thing even though i do kind of pass it off as a joke. shes been asking me for the past few days and told me shes breaking up with her boyfriend. i told her if shes touches me more shes going to get the lesbian disease and shes been really touchy with me lately. i really dont know if shes joking around or.. yeah i dont know. but i hope all goes well for her. 

yeah im tired. i dunno. i have some work to do today, but ill try my best and try to see my wife in the new quest. ive seriously been missing her a lot. i love her.

i dunnoooo im sleepy. i wanna go to sleep, but i have a lot of work to do... yeahhhh.

i may not be feeling as great today, but being with my friend was still nice. im just a little worried about the thing i just mentioned. ygahhhhh

Ok bye or Something be good ok? have a good everything idk U deserve it lots & lots. Love u.