stories

Karaoke at 10 AM

One time, me and my cousin went to a mall at like, 10 IN THE MORNING to go karaoke. TBH, we're actually super excited for it. At that time, this place had like a HUGE discount for students, so we brought in our student ID and paid 30K IDR (around 2 USD) to get in. Everything was fine, we got into our rooms and it was actually super packed. So, we started singing and we turned the lights off. Then, the song 'Sexyback' by Justin Timberlake came on (it played the MV too) and we were basically singing back to back. THEN, OUT OF NOWHERE (couldnt hear knocks cus too loud) THE DOOR SUDDENLY OPENED, there reveals a staff member giving us food. Turns out my cousin ordered some ramen from that place. 😭 Imagine how awkward it was when we were singing that lyric 'Dirty bAaaAbeeee~' in the most atrocious voice ever and then someone came in delivering us food. OH DEAR. THE SILENCE WAS SPEAKING A THOUSAND WORDS IN THAT 2 MINUTE.

First Confession (?)

During the start of Junior High, I started being friends with this boy. He was not great academically, he was kinda fat too, but he had a talent and passion for basketball. But he's always cheerful, that made me comfortable. We went to movies together, he gave me birthday presents, and so on. After months, he confessed to me, he said he likes me. I have never knew how a confession feels like, until this moment. I WAS SO HAPPY. Someone likes me. I didn't even know that I was THAT likeable. But, I was still young. I needed to focus more on studying. Stupid me declined his confession and friendzoned him for some months. Till we got onto the 2nd grade of Junior High, I actually started feeling things for him. AND LOWKEY I WAS SCARED BECAUSE I KNOW HE PROBABLY DOESN'T LIKE ME ANYMORE.

Time passes, I eventually confess to him.. and he actually doesn't believe me 😭 That's my bad. But, he told me that I should focus on my studies, we can date after graduation. Then afterwards, he started going to the gym more often?! He started losing weight and allat, oh my lord he looks so different. He got taller too?!?! I'm speechless. After that, I feel super bad for him, I feel like I'm not good enough 'cause I couldn't be as pretty as other girls in the school. 💔

Having Exams in 3 month STRAIGHT

I have never experienced such things 💔 UNTIL NOW. SUPER STRESSFUL!! I had tryouts for 7 TIMES. Each subject, which is around 11 subjects. with practical exams, and then midterms, followed by finals, then the school exam.. But are my grades cooked ? NO. Thankfully those SKS paid off 💗