its a blessing to be so busy but ohmygoddddd (5.7.25)

GUYS LMFAO

HEY

HEY GUYS

ITS BEEN MONTHS

M O N T H S

SINCE IVE POSTED HERE

life changed so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

in the best ways possible!!!

i am happily in a relationship that makes me the happiest i have ever been, and i am doing things i never thought would be in the cards for me, it is literally a dream come true. like what the FUCK HOW DID THIS HAPPEN SO QUICKLY. i feel so much love and hope for the future!

i am still, however, concerned and terrified for the future for other reasons... hint hint i am in the US........... :)))))))))

BUT 

ALAS

fuck it, we prosper.

I really really really need to sleep

and things happen that are bumps in the road, and make the future so unclear. 

and most of the time i am severely exhausted, and i just want to rot at home.

but 

its a blessing to be so busy and i am working towards something that makes my life feel like it has meaning, and it makes my heart whole

spring is here. 

stress and panic will come with rest and love

right??????

thank you for reading, i love you

alina xoxooxoxoxoox