Sometimes, I feel like dirt, but don't you know? 5/6/2025, 8:37 PM MST

So, another post relating music, despite already having posting my song of the day, I just want to say, I relate to Dirt by Cyborg9k, this year has been in alot of ways, been a blessing to me, but these last weeks of school have made me feel like, well, dirt. I am failing one class that I want to succeed in, and I am failing in a class I was told to give up in. The first one's chemistry, a very important grade, while the other is Spanish, a useful language, but something I wont need for my career.

"I feel like dirt
But don't you know
That from the dirt
Flowers will grow
And after I
Brave the monsoon
The skies will clear
And I will bloom" - Dirt by Cyborg9k

And while I feel mindless, and useless in a way, I have a use. I have a purpose to fulfill. I want to help others. There has quite literately been a monsoon passing through Albuquerque recently, and while I felt like dirt for the past... oh, I don't know, like whole school year, but now? I'm braving the monsoon, and I will bloom out of this 10th grade year, where I should be an 11th grader if it weren't for the pandemic.

Here's my question though. Will my blooming be a disaster or something that is good? I guess we'll find out.