Isolation

May 6, 2025 1:38pm

I wish I could go back to those days, back to 2007.

I'm going to be using this medium to record some of the things I have on my mind as I'm going through a grueling mental situation right now. 

For now, all I'll say is that I wish I still had the people I had back in 2007 around me today. I feel so alone ever since I stepped back into Mexico in 2015 with my daughter in the States. It's been 10 years now and she's grown up.

I am so scared. Loneliness and not talking with anyone about your day, problems or just a shoulder to lean on is something that would drive anyone insane if they went through it for years and as long as I did. 

I miss my daughter. I am angry that I did not spend those 10 years with her. I have no sibling to lean on, no one from the States talks to me nor have they checked up on me. I feel alone and scared.