not knowing what 2 talk about but wanting to talk

this doesnt just apply to like. me blogging btw. every time i publish something it feels this way but it genuinely applies to so many conversations ESP WITH PEOPLE YOU WANNA BE FRIENDS WITH 

like why does it feel im sisyphus and the boulder is this convo o(╥﹏╥) its not even like people intimidate me or anything i just feel like everytime i forcefully change the topic im either interviewing them or holding them at gunpoint yknow????? good god