I love being alone in my bedroom

I can't explain how good it feels to be alone, listening to music in my headphones, watching pinterest or creating fake escenarios in my head, sometimes i even talk w myself 😭. That might make me  crazy asf  but im happy. 

And i do also like to go out, like shopping, taking a walk and that stuffs but when im in my room it also feels like im going out. And sometimes i even have more fun. However i do want to go out more bc i feel i don't have a fun social life or whatever, i love to talk w people. But also i like to be alone. 

Like i enjoy my own company but sometimes i don't like to be alone at all because i can get depressed or smth. 

I wanna try really bad having a date w myself hahahah i think that would be really fun! Would you do it?