sounds like a you problem pal

Sometimes I think abt how I wanna have a yt channel like where I just sit and say what’s on my mind for a video cuz I’m pretty damn good at yapping abt shit I like, like how old yt used to do it amirite fellas hahaha

 but then I like know i would not be able to watch it back and like make sure it looks ok bc I cannot bare listening to my voice I fear HELPPPP or looking at my face to long I fear dies and cries