Art+Blog #01: Watch a Teen Rant Abt Whatever

self-portrait i made yesterday while avoid chem hmwk (i cannot draw w/ a mouse)

Hi!! This is my first attempt at making a blog. I remember writing in my bio that I want to try blogging, and here I am, three months later!! I havent opened this account a lot bcuz Idk what to do on here, but that will all change soon. I've written many times throughout my life, and this is the first I've made one for others to see. Forgive me

--school+life)

For a while I've been kinda out of it. I struggle with making art that I like and struggle even more with all of my hobbies. Recently, I've been starting to really enjoy art (and life) again!!

As I near the end of the school year, I question if this year was 'good' according to my standards. Freshman year was actually great, and I genuinely think was the happiest I've been in a long time, in spite of some minor things going on. As a Sophmore now, 90% of the time I think of this question, I say "this year sucked. Not as carefree as last year. Too much procrastination." But the other 10%, moreso within the past month or two, says this year was pretty good. Of course, there's dealing with school (Im a pretty good student, I just dont like asking questions), but even within that I got to do a lot of fun stuff with friends, meet new people, develop part of my dream closet, and have a lot more freedom in general. I appreciate that a lot, and I know that later on, as a junior specifically, I'm gonna miss what I have as a sophmore since i know 11th grade is WORSE, or at least I never hear anything positive from it lololol. I just hope physics is slightly more comphehensible because I KNOW i just failed my chem test today T.T

--target loitering speedrun any %)

The other day (last week, I forgot to write this for an entire week now) I went to target and played on the demo arcade and nintendo switch for an hour. This is becoming more and more common and I think I need help O.O Afterwards I went to the figurine and book section. The only thing I could afford was a monster and leaving (which both eventually happened!!!) so I just kept going through them until...

no way!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11 XXXDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD (help me) 

last halloween, I was Jack Black's unique interpretation of Steve and almost nobody recgonized me for it. I wonder why. Here's the stupid chicken jockey thing too 

chicken jockey!!!!!! GET IT GUYS HUADHBJDHVJFAHJFAvhuaFyvfeuibewf

--target cont'd (and why i'm banned from most public spaces)

it probably goes w/o saying that i'm alone doing all of this. i think if any of my friends were able to go they'd steer me away being even weirder in public than i already am. I think this same day, I was playing the Pikmin demo (which has a time limit of like 20 minutes) and this mom and her kid kept coming by while I was playing, and I felt a little bad, but continued on anyway. Lmk if im a morally bankrupt person now. I gotta blame nintendo for never going on sale, essentially forcing me to do this...

i can b youre angle..... :DDD <33333 (silly mode activated)

or ure devil!!!! >>:DDD </333 (sigma mode activated) 

----conclusion)

And so, my friends, or public onlookers, I end here. Im gonna try and add a song I like every blog entry (this one was from last week, as like everything else in here was) 

find out what it is by scanning!!!!! unless u can see the file name. in that case, listen to it anyway! 

in the next installment, i might be getting a (brace yourselves....) JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1!!!!!! 

bye!!!! :PPP