School Life = Not shit but mud is everywhere

Boring high-school teenager living a dramatic life but only in doses

As the average highschooler, everything is either super cool, super ass, or super average. For now, its in the median of super cool and super average. im not the "ordinary loser," i can say that im pretty popular (around the school itself) and i hang with my loser friends. Theres nobody "cool" at this school, besides me, that are actually cool. Just lame, wannabe gangsters, ratchet people, and junkies. But, that just may be from my perspective.

Im well-known by plenty of teachers, kids in different grades, and some of the fodder faculty. I get along well; in different clubs, kind of a smarty pants, dress like a weirdo but thats my style, kinda a pushover but im getting over it slowly.

...But even with all of that to back ME up, i still have a feely feeling in my gut that feels like a feely feeling. Is it my soul yearning for something or anything for that matter? If so, then what? i "have it all." Maybe its just my nature to never feel fulfilled. Theres always something more but what of it will make me feel whole? Completeness.