2 subs in 1 day!

Today, my 1st class teacher was gone and we had a sub. And let me tell ya I FRICKING hate my 1st class!!!!!!!

Its this group of girls with one guy that never shut up!!!!! And they blame the dude even though half of the time. THEY don't shut their own dam traps and also if its the dude that making YOU loud than maybe don't pay attention to him DINGUS!!!!!

They were so loud that the sub told us to put our phones away and this one bitch was kept her phone up and the sub was like 'hey put it away' and the girl was like '1 moment 1 moment 1 moment' and the sub was like 'no 1 moment, put it away'. And this bitch ass girl gets angry because she can't stand even one second without her phone and so she starts arguing with the sub and calls her a bitch and tells her to 'get out of my face'. She also called her a dumbass when the sub was getting an admin to walk her to the counselors office or whatever.

And that annoying ass group kept yelling about how "Ms. C lets us talk! Ms. C lets us talk!" WELL GUESS WHAT DUMMIE!!!! MS. C ISNT HERE!!!!!!! AND ALSO SHE TELLS U TO SHUT UP WHEN YOURE LOUD!!!!!!!!!!!

After that, school was just normal and boring.

Then in my 6th class, I had another sub. This class was chill, I just did my work to prepare for the socratic seminar. 

And I really don't want to do the socratic seminar cause I got real bad social anxiety, and I have real bad thoughts about whats going to happen at the socratic seminar like! I might just start having a full on panic attack during and or after the class! And also what if I say something stupid that haunts me for the rest of the week to the point I never let it go!!!!! I no no wanna!!! !:(((((((((

But I have to do it, I'll probably just say like 4 words, maybe 8 and then I'll just shut up and zone out for the rest of the class. 

I am still dreading the day which the socratic seminar comes. I just know it will be the worst day of my life. Right next to my German Speakng Perforamce Final which I have tomoroow.