moving

i wanna move out of singapore sooo bad!!! 

sure it has its perks like, theres rarely any natural disasters, a really low crime rate and i really am thankful for that but its SOOOO boring like it is so hot!!! and!! humid!!! i wanna wear cool and cute clothes but then the heat and humidity hits me like a truck and im sweating my balls off .·°՞(≧□≦)՞°·.

theres so many things wrong,, 

1. majority of singaporeans kinda lack empathy, especially the older citizens! we should be having the kampung/village spirit and helping one another but all we do is gossip and badmouth one another ;( you can literally get made fun of for literally EVERYTHING!! if ur interests aren't seen as "normal" according to society's standards, then ur considered weird and outcasted especially if ur in school. adding onto that, theres this local tiktoker, i think he's like at least 30 making tiktoks in his mom's house still and his content is just... making fun of others? i remember him posting a video of himself mocking the maori haka that was done in parliment in new zealand. its just str8 up disrespectful :<

2. thirfting...is not really thirfting? It's all mainly vintage stores but the thrift stores at haji lane,, can they really be called thrift if im paying $80 for 3 shirts?! the cheapest thing you could find at a haji lane thirft store is $25 if youre lucky!!!! the real thrift stores are stores like fairies aisle!! everything ranges from $5-$25 and there r so many stylessss in that tiny little store x3

3. government...

r we surprised that government has a part 2 play.. the housing prices r just getting ridiculous each year and idk how I'M gonna afford a house in singapore when im done with skewl.. and every adult i know is having i know is having a hard time working hereee. u can only really live a happy life in singapore if ur rich. its basically almost illegal to be poor here u cant really do anything... 

i have so much more to say but these r the main reasons i wanna move out of singapore to maybe new zealand? i convinced my parents and they're signing me up for the A levels next year so i'll b studying my BUTT off!! i can tell my family doesn't really enjoy living in singapore either SO! i hope i'll b able to bring them to NZ with me! and the film industry in nz is pretty good too! so i hope ill be abe to get my brother 2 come with me after he's done his service in the military so that he'll be able to do what he's passionate about <3

ahhhh im reading this back and it looks so messy with a lil broken english but i hope it got my point acrosss idc idc ദ്ദി(╥﹏╥)