I WANNA PARTY SO BADDD

I don’t have a lot of extroverted friends so I’m like the only one I know with this problem lol. But I wanna go out and party SO BAD. Im not old enough to go out and go clubbing bc Im literally js a high schooler and Im kinda considered weird by most of the “popular” kids that actually throw parties at my school. I thought high school was supposed to be fun and crazy why’s this shit so boring T^T 

I told one of my friends abt this and she was like “bitch you js wanna get drunk” and like honestly yeah. Like why else go kinda?? It’s not like anyone I actually like is gonna be there. I know doing dumb shit like that is bad idea but omg I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t desperate for something interesting to happen to me. All I want is to get a little drunk and maybe make out with a pretty girl is that too much to ask for??? 

Alas, im stuck to living vicariously through the sims of all things. I have to wait until Im older and can party responsibly and legally. 

How boring.