Feeling Detached

um,so my move out plan got postponed to Monday instead of Sunday.Our very lovely neighbour came rushing to our door,after a wire burnt connecting our motors which pump water in two tanks (one for our and another for theirs),to blame us and make a case on us.Like,how did the neighbour even works for underground CBI is my question.No way,the faulty of an electrician was being blamed on us.God,this country is for the streets,even calling it third world is an insult to this tier.I am sure,this guy passed his exams with some sort of bribery,happens a lot in our country exams for cops,even the most dumbest mfs will be looming around with some xyz rank of cop.You know you are fucked,when you believe in goons to get your work done then to approach police and lawyers of our system because that's how rigged they are.Well,couldn't leave the house in such condition and with such pathetic neighbours who neither can fix nor are of peaceful mindset.They wanna blame and try to threat with us case,as if it will work,god that was so dumb.My dad at morning,called municipality and electricians,inspected the work and got it fixed.

The fuse didn't work due to thickness of wire,the reason it burnt.I can't imagine having a retard parent like some people do(yes,these neighbours do have a son who is a serial dater).

Anyways,tried to finish assignments,got a warning from google lab to not run scripts on cloud shell or else my account will be blocked(like,halted my will to do anything after that)

My hubby exam went um,idk,I am hoping he makes it.He did great but the exam was extremely tough,like unexpected tough lengthy pattern paper.Had engineering level physics and chemistry with medical level bio.The time wasn't enough but he did great.

Mental health wise,I feel very detached,idk why.I just feel this feeling of not feeling anything,as if like complete zone out,no thoughts,just doing work.

My best friend k' was trying to console me,but I think few actions of him,just idk,made me kinda detached.He tried his best but I don't know.This feeling of not trying to get hurt by hopes is running deep.He is too optimistic,feels like he can make it happen while I am very aware what's going to happen.He tries his best,reminds me of little kid trying his best to impress his nursery teacher.Never had a friend like him before but I feel how to do friendships after my friendship ended with a girl named firefly.

I hope I don't lose myself,maybe these mixed feelings can be anxiety of moving out,near exams,assignments deadlines and more but I don't know

There's not much reason to be sad,I should be happy,finally my hubby bubby's exam is over,finally the ldr will be manageable(well,now I won't have any excuse to blame it on his exam if we encounter issue lmao,gosh the fights have been nasty).I just feel kinda dumb and numb

Hopefully,new place,will make me feel hopeful.

Hope is the only thing keeping a person alive,yk?I don't wanna lose that

Maybe I am just tired :)