Rambling and Notes

I felt lllike deleting tumblr everyday... I feel like its poison for me. But at the same time, its like one of the only social medias that actually felt fitting for me. It has this blogging feeling like you are able to set up your blog, customize it, and like. Do Anything You Want With it.... while also having a diverse fanbase.

T...Thaaaat... can be good or bad. Bc I dont have a good experience with fandoms... But I like searching fanart of lotsa specific characters. A social media with less restrictions can be overwhelming too. I want to avoid 'drama' or just this feeling that people are gonna go after me for liking Eddy's Brother because he is a villain. Im kinda...scared of the eene fandom. Like all parts of it. Lol.

But, the only reason why I created the 'nasibkupu2' tumblr is because I want to share this 'alternate persona' Ive always had of a weird deviantart fangirl who draws almost nothing but something that is related to a specific character/niche....... and I dont Know. This selfship thing meant a lot to me since preteen years. But dont have the full courage to share it openly.. mostly just a few arts and then dip.. 

Maybe one day I might dissapear foreva........... 

all and All... I dont know. Maybe I need to cleanse my nasibkupu2 tumblr or perhaps just take a break from going there.

And maybe.....I might share more things here too? I wanna use this website more ^^