THERE'S NO TIME

HOW IS IT MAY 2025 ALREADY‽ I HAD PLENTY OF TIME YESTERDAY. next month is June and I have exams in two subjects that I don't understand. WHY DO I EVEN NEED TO LEARN THIS STUFF. I mean sure I get good grades in them, but I'm pretty sure I'll fail bc I always fail in tests and exams. if I fail atleast one of these exams, I'm gonna get held back. I planned to lock in this whole year but I just didn't. I'm trying now but everytime I fail to remember something I get more anxious about the exams and it messes everything up. SUMMER IS HERE AND I'M WORRIED ABOUT EXAMS INSTEAD OF BEING EXCITED. ALL THIS WORRYING IS MAKING ME FEEL GROWN AND I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO BE THAT YET.