oh

1 year soon and all i can think of is that they will say no.

i can't even be seen with her in public.

they hate it. they hate us.

ive changed so much about myself for them. ive tried being like other guys for them to like me.

ive tried being healthy. and happy. and none of it works.

it wont work. ever.

i hate being queer. i hate being transgender.

im the happiest yet the saddest ive ever been and its all because i cant be with her like normal teenagers.

we hide it. like criminals. its something to be ashamed of. something we cant speak of.

taboo and dirty. thats what they call it. being queer is taboo and dirty.