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In my many years of liking women (5 ys), I've never fallen for a straight girl until now...

She's so perfect and beautiful, it's terrible </3 She works at this local book shop in town, and every time I go there, I hope and pray she's working so I get the chance to talk to her. 

I fell for her around October (insert: "we fell in love in october" by girl in red) when she was at this Halloween party I was invited to, but I knew she was straight, so I pushed it off. well, she was at prom, and she looked like an actual goddess. I felt the need to kiss the floor she walked on. Those very feelings I pushed away came back and hit me like a freight train. We're not even close. I've had like one conversation with her, and it was when she was ringing up my books. I'd like to AT LEAST be her friend, but I wouldn't want her brother or friends to laugh at her for talking to me. (They're all really scary people.)(By scary, I mean popular.)

It's getting so bad I don't even think Lady Aphrodite can help me with this one. I wish she would talk to me. I wish she were gay..