I'm so fucking done with everything

Everything I try to do, it's always, "Oh but it was her fault." Why is it always MY fault? 

What did I ever do to anybody?

I always give back to the community and nobody cares for anything I do.

 Am I just that unappealing to look at? 

You know, they always say, "Don't judge a book by its cover."

But they end up doing it anyway, for THEIR own good.

They judge me for what I wear, what I do, and why I'm doing it.

Can someone actually appreciate ME for once?

Why do I even try anymore?

Why do I even try for anybody anymore?

Am I the laughing stock?

Why am I always humiliated by somebody?

Should I even bother anymore?

Would anybody notice if I disappeared?

Probably not.

Everyone in this town is fucked up.

I HATE everyone.