I hate my friends

I hate my friends at my new school even though I’ve been there since the start of the year like everyones else. There are like 4 or 5 that I like but I don’t rlly hang out with them. My friends that I hangout with at lunch act like I’m not there or try to ignore me but whenever I try to hang out with my other friends it just feels awkward. And then my “friends” in my class bother me and I ask them to stop they say I’m crashing out. 

I genuinely want to leave them but my school is so far from my old one. I used to genuinely like school but everyone here is just so fucking miserable and rude. Like I see how they act with people they knew for the same amount of time they’ve known me but whenever I try to act a little bit like that they act like I’m a stranger.

I genuinely hate them sm