Thoughtwaves, One Piece, Money, Music and Obsessions

I'm not sure if i'll keep this short or long, there's a lot on my mind, when do you love someone? how does it feel to truly be in love, I have a girlfriend but sometimes I wonder when I can be guaranteed to say that i'm loving and in love, its a difficult phenomenon, being my age I don't even know if it's worth it, it's a drag sometimes.

 I was researching from Buddhist characters because they've influenced so many artists in fiction and came to the conclusion that Buddhism is very interesting, the mythologies and stories seem appealing and worthwhile to look further into, never knew much about it before, so it's something fascinating to look into.

 I finished dressrosa arc in one piece, which was great, but a little long, doflamingo is a great villain but some side stories in the arc with characters like usopp and robin are rather bland, while i did like usopps initial redesign in the new era, can't wait to see what the upcoming stuff will be. 

I've been digging into some old classic rock albums, mainly Led Zeppelin 3 caught my attention, never dug it that much, but since today, goddamn it's incredible, one day I'll get it on vinyl and blast it in one session on the loudest possible volume, it's a phenomenal album, sometimes find so little new music and sometimes way too much, discovery of unknown albums is a frightening and strangely difficult task in todays world, wish i knew more people that had the same tastes as me.

 I lost one of my sidejobs, I need something to get a little extra money monthly but don't know what, I hate that I have to speculate about money so much as a teenager, not great

I've more to say but I want to sleep, I feel like a waste, tired and a little desperate for exposure to anything refreshing, goodnight.