Its 2 am and im thinking about this

I had an argument with my bestfriend in august

 In September she texted me and we started talking and handing out again. She told me that my ex tried to put me in a bad place. Some months later we started dating. After one month i was a bit anxious because she wasn't talking to me like before and i talked about this with her. Then she told me that she wanted to break up and to be friends again. She said she wasn.t sure if she wanted to be in a relashionship right now. I told her that i understand her and i wont get mad. Well a fun fact, for two months i texted her to see eachother but she was always busy. I told her that if she wanted we could hang out. She said she was busy again so i made plans with other ppl. The next day i asked her how her day was and she told me that she went out with a friend and some boys. She told me that she had met a very cool guy. I asked her why she lied to me about being busy with smth important and she said that she isn't obligated to tell me everything. Then she started talking me about this dude (she knew i still liked her). Then i blocked her. Everytime when i was happy something happends with her and i got sad. We havent talked since then. I dont know why im writing this here but ig its cuz i have nothing else to do. Im wondering if i should text her. If you have a similar story or something like that i would be happy to read it.