lil rant lolzzz

i recently dyed my hair rainbow and moved to a new school, got into an arguement with mom last weekend not sure if i should apologize and go back i probably will .. i had a violent dream probably from playing too much scary games before bed ..i liked this one guy but he said he was mentally ill and that its not the right time not sure if it was a lie or not but i enjoy being his friend i always joke with him and call him gay or lesbian and he does the same..i still wear the cow beanie he gave me yet i wonder why he's following my ex's brother...i wont confront him cause ill look like a stalker then i would have to explain the whole ex situation..and its a topic i'd rather avoide..speaking of my ex he's already been moved on but looking back i really do wonder what went wrong i guess some people just don't work out and that's okay.. learning how to love myself and graduate junior year and get a medical certificate atleast my senior year would be ashame if i wasted these years..i've made a lot of my own friends..came out of my bubble just yesterday i went with my friend to get snack and someone is apparently making rumors about her dating an 8th grader which is just crazy but other than that everyone there is pretty nice :3 .. i'm kinda in a era of self love..learning it atleast... love comes in all shapes and sizes..self love being one of them :)) i'm feeling nostalgic..lolzz been rewatching old stuff and finding new old stuffz.. freshman me had only one creepy guy who liked me.. little did she know .. i feel more easy going when it comes to talking im not as scared anymore more brae even tho im still a little scared nto as mucuh when it comes to talking to people i think ive made a lot of imporvement...i only have 5$ so maybe i should go back to babysit for $ ..my birthday is also coming up!! :33 may 29th held on til may ..school end in two weeks yuhhh...might watch star vs the forces of evil or my little pony..idk yet..changing my user from catseby to kittykhaos :3