My Brain for the Past 2 or 3 Days:

"Whydoesnobodylikeme? Whydoesnobodylikeme? Whydoesnobodylikeme? Whydoesnobodylikeme? Whydoesnobodylikeme? Whydoesnobodylikeme? Whydoesnobodylikeme? Whydoesnobodylikeme? Whydoesnobodylikeme? Whydoesnobodylikeme? Whydoesnobodylikeme? Whydoesnobodylikeme? Whydoesnobodylikeme? Whydoesnobodylikeme? Whydoesnobodylikeme? Whydoesnobodylikeme? Whydoesnobodylikeme? Whydoesnobodylikeme? Whydoesnobodylikeme? Whydoesnobodylikeme? Whydoesnobodylikeme? Whydoesnobodylikeme? Whydoesnobodylikeme? Whydoesnobodylikeme? Whydoesnobodylikeme? Whydoesnobodylikeme? Whydoesnobodylikeme? Whydoesnobodylikeme? Whydoesnobodylikeme? Whydoesnobodylikeme? Whydoesnobodylikeme? Whydoesnobodylikeme? "

As edgy as these thoughts are, since I know that there's at least one person who probably likes me, I still can't help but think of it CONSTANTLY. Nobody takes me seriously and nobody feels actually close to me. I realized recently that this isn't a new issue, all of my life I haven't had a real feeling of connection to anyone. Nobody has ever made me felt wanted, nothing has made me felt needed. I'm living this way because of my own selfishness, and I hate it nothignh makejss senjse to me anytomore

"Nobody reminds me of me." - Me a few years ago

Sorry for the edgy post, I'm still on the wait list for therapy so I'm kind of cooked rn and I don't trust anyone to directly with.