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Why do I always end up liking people who are either shitty, creepy, or both? It's not even intentional! Like, my ex girlfriend was emotionally abusive and I only realized after we broke up. My ex boyfriend was abusing our other boyfriend (poly relationship) behind my back and starting to do that stuff with me. One of my girlfriends got mad at me when I almost offed myself (I was so mad she cared more about a trigger warning than me that I didn't even wanna die anymore). I had another boyfriend that constantly talked about breaking up with me behind my back and said our relationship traumatized him after we broke up (He never told me what I did, I had always been following his lead and doing what I thought he wanted). One boyfriend genuinely wanted to become a serial killer and would threaten to off himself all the time. Hell I found out that the guy I liked recently had lowkey stalked 2 of my friends in the past!
Sometimes it feels like I'm cursed.
I want a relationship so bad! But is it worth it if everyone I like ends up being shitty?
Honestly I'm just gonna stick to fictional crushes atp.
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joker
People are super shitty man, but im sure you'll find someone. There's always someone out there for ya.
Thanks man
by Crimson_CreepXX; ; Report
「 Bea๑ 」
I've heard people say that when you stop looking you usually find someone good, though it's hard to like... stop wanting and looking I guess. it's very shit that a lot of your ex partners were absolute weirdos im sorry you have had such a bad run! I'm sure that one day you'll find the right person who treats you well (I certainly hope so at least!)🫂
Thanks, I really appreciate it<333 Hopefully I'll find the right person eventually
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