First blog :P Abt myself

Sooo hi?

It's 1:34 in the morning so why don't talk about myself?

I'm a 13 y.o. boy, I just created my account, and started reading some blogs. I have to say, dayum, yall have difficult lives. But it's really interesting to know other people lives, in a way. Like, acknowledging people' lives is wow. I'm someone that really doesn't socialize that much irl, and I just know my friends' situation, their perspectives, their opinions, ther emotions and stuff. So, for me at least, this is refreshing.

What could I say about myself.. Let's start with the fact that I struggle to understand people and my own emotions, for some reason. Like, my friend is texting me "I'm cutting myself" and imma be like.. Sorry? What do you want me to say? In a REALLY dry way. It's not that I don't care, but it's the fact that I don't know how to react, what to feel. And then that people get offendend and sad and stuff, and I just stand there, feeling ashamed of myself for not understanding them. 

Probably it's because I've already seen what I shouldn't have seen. I get hardly surprised. Just thinking that the movie Midori (kind of an anime, about a girl... Cannot say it, sice idk if this site bans inappropriate things) SLIGHTLY surprised me. And it is a movie tha's ILLEGAL in the country it was made, and in many other countries bc it's too disturbing.

Idk what's going on inside my mind, I'm kind of disgusted w myself. And I've done much worse, but the list is really too long.

That's a bit of me, a tiny little piece. I would say more but right now I'm just too sleepy to process and describe myself. Will be online, maybe. Or I might go to sleep since I have to get up at 6 am, but idk... well, probably not.

Goodnight !!!!