Lone Wolf AWWOOOO🐺🐺🐺

I’ve never done a blog before so I’m sorry to whoever reads this if the formatting is weird. 

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I’m always, whether at home or out, am talking to someone. My number 1 hobby is talking to people! (#socialbutterfly) Wether I’m at school chatting in class, texting my friends, walking home with friends, or going out to the store with my sibblings, I’m never just alone. I like it like that, I always have someone to talk to no matter what’s going on outside my bubble. But now I don’t know how to feel about it. Sometimes it’s like there’s to chill moments of just me, but when there is I’m bored out of my mind. 

Today, for the first time in months if not a year, I got to walk to the store on my own. It was weird, it was nice, but weird. Just me and my thoughts! I made sure not to use my phone at all to finally have the moment of chill I wanted. And I got tjat! I noticed that when I’m walking with people I don’t notice as many things as I do when I’m alone. It seems like common sense, but I had so many little interacts with people today that I haven’t had in a while.

There was a lady who decided it was a genius idea to park her bike in front of the door of the store she wanted to go into. I held tje door open for her thinking she was gonna go in with the bike, but she started telling me about show everytime she gets in trouble for it and doesn’t understand why a bike couldn’t go inside a store. When I went in, sure enough the employee told her she was blocking the door, but again the lady left her bike blocking the door rather then moving it an inch to the side. After the lady had left and I was checking out, I joked with the worker about the bike lady, and that was nice. If I was with one of my friends, I would’ve payed and left without getting the chance to giggle with a stranger. I got to laugh with another stranger because i said he had a nice moustache, which he did.

There’s so many nice little moments out in the world if you tske the time to notice them. If I had been on my phone or with someone, I’m sure half of those wouldnt have happened. Im not saying I’d shut everyone out forever and go on a lone wolf adventure, I’m just saying that I appreciate finding the balence between true, real time for yourself and thw world aswell as silly friend time.

To whoever reads this, try to take the time to yourself and just feel the world. I think it makes all the difference. and you can never have too much of that ദ്ദി(˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ ) ✧

La fin