Does this sound really counter-intuitive?

Wait did I even use that word correctly?

Anywaysysssyys... uh so I made a few friends on here and I really do wanna talk to them but I have like 0 courage so I just comment on their blogs, am I blogging too often, is this feeling normal, can I message them yes or no I'm worried um um also there is this one cool friend I have who has my interests but I dunno if they can understand English or even my language what if is say something mean accidentally

Moral of this story is that you should be free from your mind because I'm not yayaya XP

No, but seriously, how do I combat this feeling 0_0