LVL 666 END -> LVL 777 START!!! CONTINUE???

abandon all hope, ye who click on this blogpost.

the transformation has ran its course.

i'm 17 now :-)!

so far, my birthdays have been... boring, to say the least. last year's birthday was genuinely god-awful, but i'd rather not go into detail as to why. this is a happy post.

so far today, i've showed up with party hats that i've given to my friends. one of my friend's friends commented that we looked like we were in a cult--honestly pretty funny. the best part is, you can differentiate the cult leader from the followers! my party hat is donned with a kandi crown i made at least 2 yrs ago. it fits PERFECTLY and is literally the only way i've been able to wear that shit as of making it (picture attached woAH HOLY SHIT IT'S HUGE??).
(that's what he said ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°).)

though not usually proud of myself for much, i'm proud that i've made it this far, with what life has thrown at me. genuinely i didn't think i would make it to 18, let alone 17--and as fucking terrifying as the future is looking, i'm glad i stayed.

normally i'd probably get all philosophical and shit but honestly? that's if today had gone bad and i ended up all melancholic and brooding. there's really nothing i know to talk about other thannnn... i've lived for quite a bit, whether it be normally or through (un)death. holy shit how'd we get here.

i'm trying NOT to think about the 'holy shit' factor. if you can't tell.

but yes... happy birthday to me indeed! hopefully many more yrs to come. :-}