past few dayz

theyve been pretty shit . got sent home from skool early on monday 4 wearinf facepaint, again, and my dad yelled at me a lot on tha way 2 my momz . bit fuzzy neow but i remember "ungrateful" and "bad" being thrown around a lot . he hated my justification of it being fine cauze it doeznt hurt anybody . it waznt good .

luckily, my mom iz a more rational person . she getz a huge ego abt it but iz hard 2 b worse than my dad at being a compassionate, thinking person . she told me tha objective truth, being that if i get expelled tha next course of action would b a behavioral skool, n then my parentz would lose their rightz over me and it would b a real bad funnel in2 a system ive been doing my absolute best 2 avoid for tha past few yearz .

so im treading tha line neow . if it wouldnt Ruin My Life And Death id still b doing my shit but unforch it jus wouldnt b good . i hope this skool burnz 2 tha ground tho .

yesterday had 2 go 2 a tour for a tech program . it waz fine, in termz of wat skool could b it seemed p swagz, kidz were real sweetz, but at tha end of tha day it iz still a skool thing . i cant take that shit anymore . i said i wanted tiem 2 think bout it cauze i dont wanna make a decision based on a high cauze if i crash or jus Get Chill iz very possible id realize id made a mistake and Cant average goinf there every day  . n im glad i said that cauze yea im nawt putting up w skool any longer in any sense . wanna get my working paperz n ged n gettdafuckout

which bringz toooooooo 2day . 2day waz good  . better than i thought it would b . after big bad stressful catalystic situationz i get chilled out in a big way . ive alwayz described it az sorta jus Running Out Of Tha Sad . having girlfriend and goobfriend in call abt it 2day (right neow az i type ackshually they b playing eldert ping) haz been really nice . i love talking 2 my girlfriend i love her so much shez . tha bestest . everythang feelz ok az long az i can hear her voice  . this iz all p swagtastic