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this stage of my life is not permanent. that is okay. I have lived for 18 years in one place, and there are many more years ahead of me to explore the world and create a new home for myself. there will be people who will spark joy into my life. they will come and go – some will nestle home. there will always be life's little joys and delights if I am willing to listen and open my eyes and keep love inside of me. nobody can take that away.
what now may feel like being stuck between time will come to pass as all things do (for good or for worse) and it will come to feel as if I am exactly where I want to be if only for a moment. I do not intend to sound depressing as I write this – these are things that once would feel impossible or perhaps even scare me. I have come so far and I will continue to travel the path of self discovery and growth. perhaps I am stuck for a reason (for it feels like I am stuck and nothing is changing), let this be a lesson, let this be a resting moment, let this just be.
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Kenny ✩﹗
it's insufferable feeling stuck when you're entering new beginnings. i feel so similar, in my psych class we're talking about how common this is, and how happiness progresses with stability/age. for me it feels like i'm back in 6th grade entering college, just smarter. we've also discussed how 18-21 can feel incredibly isolating, as most people are focusing on education/work, rather than community spaces. i find myself excited to hit thirty, because we'll be more settled into our jobs and have silly wine nights. sorry for the yap i just relate so hard on the combo of sadness and optimism. i'm so excited for the future, life just feels a little stale right now
that little input definitely helps me feel a bit better! it's nice to know (as sad as it is) that it's a pretty common thing to feel!
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