idk

I don't know why but since my ex gf broke up with me (in january) and i began trying to get myself back from scratches, i went into the biggest downhill ever, and since that i think i will never find love again? i just know maybe i am unlovable when she literally left me for someone else, so maybe i am not made to be loved. 

I know it's stupid but wth is happening, i feel like i won't ever achieve anything in my life sigh