Jealousy is a loud word, but, probably, it's the best term to explain who and what I am. I hate whenever my close ones get happy because some other person made them happy, I just start feeling useless.
Somehow, I keep flinging from hatred towards humanity and this fleeting moments of peace that happen when I make one of my close people happy. I've been trying to keep a balance between these two, and it's becoming exhausting. I need something stable to rely on, instead of holding onto my past and, especially, this feeling of jealousy.
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melancholiccaiman
this is so real and sad):
I really hope that we both will be able to get rid of this problem as mine is same as yours. Sending warm hugs!
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I really hope that we both will be able to get rid of this problem as mine is same as yours. Sending warm hugs!
by Copper; ; Report
I really hope that we both will be able to get rid of this problem as mine is same as yours. Sending warm hugs!
by Copper; ; Report
I really hope that we both will be able to get rid of this problem as mine is same as yours. Sending warm hugs!
by Copper; ; Report