under the influence funsies

I got drunk for the first time last night… It was AMAZEBALLS. Typically I’m just this stupid, meek pleb who cannot talk without stuttering over everything. Can’t even write out what I want to write. Don’t know how to express myself through my words. I feel like there’s, like, a permanent hole in my brain. When I got drunk, I was able to have legible conversations with people. I was able to have fun. All those stupid thoughts didn’t bother me. Gawd it was so fun. I’m craving the taste of the Publix drinks again.

I’ve had several alcoholic beverages before… Didn’t have a good taste, it’s an acquired taste… But that Corona brand? Omg so good. Love it. I’m hoping my mom will buy them. I have social anxiety but being drunk eased it away. Sorry to be cringe on main, but I had to type about it. Swear I won’t become an alcoholic.

Bruh, I’ve experimented with shit in the past, mainly out of a dumb childish desire to ‘fit in with the crowd’ in high school. Never liked vaping. Had an awful experience with a weed edible around this time last year. The only recreational activity I’ve done and thoroughly enjoyed took place last night :3 Hope to get some more, fingers crossed!