My day

Hey guys!

My last blog was about my mental health and yk. I feel a lil' bit better. Idk. But I'm still staying all day in my room dying from boredom yk. What can I say? I just need to wait for something to do lolol.

Today was idk, a peaceful day I could say. I was a lil' stressed out about the part I was in school because of my wounds lol. But it was okay. I was active on my lessons. But my physics teacher told us about how our parents are complaining about him bc he "gave us" a homework for days off due to holidays which is not true. There is no homework in our country, and It wasn't homework bc he told us it's for the ones who wants to do it lol. I felt a lil' bit bad for him. I knew he was hurt somehow yk. I wanted to cry TT.

When I got home my mom heated up a soup for me. So kind of her. But I still don't know how to feel about her. I don't know if I should hate or love her. Sometimes she's so kind and all, but sometimes she insults me and calls me names, disregards my mental health and does not pay attention to the fact that I also have problems. She describes my tiredness of life as laziness. She is selfish and a hypocrite... But nvm. Let's focus on the good things.

Now I'm after dinner and lying in my bed listening to Rebzyyx. I love his songs.

I think I'mma go play some games or take a nap  ´⁠ω⁠｀