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bro why is loving someone so hard..
Cause I feel like nowadays its so easily to think your in love by any affections. But sometimes those affections are justifiable. For all those times I've been the therapist friend and gave many of my friends love advice. I always told them.. don't fall in love with people in your Fg, or people who aren't mentally ready for a relationship. But I fear I've fallen to some of those things..
And despite me learning from my mistake of the first guy I liked.. I fear for falling in love again simply because I fear that by the time they will break up with me is when i'll truly accept them to my heart. like my last relationship..
But this year my feelings a guy leads to me to believe that "I cant date him.. what if___" ( the dude liked, liked someone else so I stopped trying T-T and I was helping him get with the girl cause we are close friends..)
And now I like this new guy *code name: don Julio*
and he isn't in my school so I wont see him most of the time but we are kinda close. He really nice and we actually have some same interest. but unlike the other guys I've liked. he's very unreadable. No offense but its kinda obvious when a guy likes a girl. but he seems different cause he's very affectionate to all of his friends of all genders. But than again I haven't known him for that long so this feeling can just go away. But I think i've fallen for him real deep.. like those dreams and thinking about him type deep.. but idk if I'm just going crazy cause he gives me a type of affection no one has given me or is he being friendly... plus I cant even make a move other than seeing him after school and small talk or him sending me funny reels.
I SWEAR IM GOING INSANEEEE >>>>.<<<<
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Nanii ik how you feel so bad I can't even explain it. If I'm being honest this is one of those things you just have to give time to. Since you don't see him very often there's not much y'all can do except talk on the phone or text. What I'd do in your situation is try and get him to drop little hints. Like if you don't text him for a day or two, see if he texts first, that'll prove that he's been thinking abt you. Or you can try to have a deep conversation with him bc that always brings ppl closer to each other.
You can try to see if he's comfortable with you depending on if the way he shows you affection differs from the way he shows other ppl affection, bc yk he's a touchy guy. Or jus like try to do things and see if he lets you. Maybe try giving him a hug or holding his hand, you never what'll happen until you try. Just don't try to rush things, you have your whole highschool years for something to happen. AND you give such great advice already. I believe you can do this yo!!
HANG IN THERE NANIII!!
AHH!!!! i'll try>.< I'm so scared to do anything >m<
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it's natural to be confused about feelings, so don't beat yourself over it! i'd say to keep interacting with him and get closer. judging from the interactions you've described so far, he seems to be friendly with you, so why not get closer to know him even more? i wish you the best of luck!