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 TODAY WAS SOOOO GOOD! (Ignore its2am..im late..) EEEEEEK I MET SM NEW FRIENDS THEYRE SOOO NICE TO ME AND COOL AND FUNNY AND ACTUALLY FUN TO TALK TO!!!! i already feel safe w them which is really big for me misses closed off.. alr expressed myself after day 1..2?..!???? so i think im Inna good place!!!! 

 ALSO HOLYYY FART!!!! LISTENED TO MUSIC W THIS KEWL DEWD named lucky AUGH WE GEEKED OUT SO HARD IMALUAGHHAHING we showed each other bangers!??? and there were SM good guitar solos i lov guitar soooo much we stopped typing for each guitar solo... guitar solo needs total silence! IT WAS SM FUN HIGHLIGHT OF MY NIGHT I LOV MUSIC AND HEARING OTHER PPLS TASTE AND SHOWING THEM SOMETHING SIMILAR AND THEN WE GO DHDHDUDUHSBSYBUEH sm funn.... 

 AND EVERYONE ELSE!? SOOOO CUTE THERE EVERYONES ADORABLE!!!!!! SEBJAYJIJIM.. oh my glob im sooo giddy right now..!!!! i lov my new friends SM i really really needed this iv been a turtle lately.... im gonna come out my shell again and trust more ppl i think everything will b okay this time trust!!!! ugh such a good day.. 

 i also drove for the first time today to mcdonalds soooo SO COOOOL. my mom wwwas like.. "wanna drive" HECK YES???? i sidnt crash sooo i think i did great.. the girl at the window messed up and my mom was getting angry at her : ( SHE SEEMED SO SCARED. but i told her its okay shes doing good.. she kept going im sorry im sorry!!! SHUTUPPPBBYYYY ITS OKAY : ( and then my mom got dominos.. it was a no cooking day!!! okay this is getting long!!!! im all done now!!! Im so so happy