April 18, 2025

Today I kinda made it through my day of school. Feeling lonely has usually but hey the best part is that I left early for no reason at all welp except the fact that I think my sister is going deaf in both of her ears ( she hearing better by the way). I screamed chicken donuts but she didn't hear it 😭😭. Ugh sadly time went to fast and I now have to go back to school first figure a way to sleep and then worry about school later. I forgot to get my lab book to bring it hone so I can copy off answers because I'm dumb and I'm not a fast writer( she lerally tells us the answers) . Those don't even help my grades when i pass them but when I fail it's a whole different story like wow I'm just thankful that for me to skip the fiAnwahnal it's a semester grade ( Ya probably the only benefits of going to my school but your probably hardly pass because the teacher are wacky) but still I need to do good for my strict parents who always wants A's I feel like it's a battle field when it comes to that like how does my brother manage to get all A's all the around on a progress report and the report card. I mean I still manage with my quizlet cheating ass to passed with all A's but it's a battle 😭. And I have to lock in cause my grade are going up then down the pass few weeks. I know I'm not letting myself get lazy like right know cause I have to learn the 50 states on Friday and given to me on that exam day is a blank sheet of paper. 

Me personally I feel like we should have want the others states should have like the middle territory,  east north etc. Not 50 states like who lives in Hanana Montana 😭. And he said next year we have to write down there capital with them two like it makes no since we should have only one capital Washington d.c and that's on period and tell me why does each state have their own flags 😭. Don't ee have one?

I actually didn't think about the app as usually today probably I was keep I the edge of my seat ( school). I tried to write but I was uncomfortable in the gym mind u while people were being loud and when I was writing some this guy from my class sat like in the row I'm in . And I also felt like someone was going to ask what was I writing and what do I say then? I'm definitely not showing them ( writing goals). My poetry is wacky so i decide to change my tone a little bit cause i literally write like the poetry in my boring ass literature book that i forgot to read the story in ( just remember now) thinking about how hard it is going to ge next year is going to makes my hand spin.

Oh, I also forgot to tell y'all I painted my nails red a new color yes and I hate it cause while I was doing it , it reminded me of blood. Now since your getting to know me I hate hate blood it make me ughhhh.

Labs the things that doesn't do anytime in my grade and I don't pat attention to when she teaching pre chemistry that I'm going to fall in sooner or late . We have to work with partners and y'all need to know I hate like all of my classmates. But that's for another blog ( I shall rate them later)

Since yesterday I got my device taken away, I will now going read wattpad  #fanfiction and go to bed. Byeee