The best success comes with the worst burnout

You never realize just how much you do or just how far you came until you crash and finally have time to look back on everything you've done. I've finally FINALLY made it to my last two weeks of school and burnout has hit me harder than I veered thought it would.

You do so much and don't realize how much you ignored yourself.

 I model, I'm getting my bachelors in pre-med while still being in highschool, I cheerlead, I have a job, I volunteer four times a week, and not to mention I'm studying back to back for testing. Four state tests, SAT's, ACT's, and placement tests. And right after testing is finals week, six essays, two labs studies, four presentations, seven quizzes, and two oral exams. I'm being scouted by colleges with a bunch of interviews, and after college scouting is modeling scouts.

I never realized how much I was running till I crashed, it was so embarrassing, passed out in the middle of my presentation on mental health (ironic isn't it) and right after I came to in the hospital I started asking for my computer so I could finish a stupid essay. This entire day I spent doing every single piece of work I have nothing left to do but present. I'm genuinely so exhausted but didn't realize because this entire time my mind has been in fight or flight. 

Burnout sucks, 

Get your rest and take care of yourself bitches

xoxo, Zozo