What kind of... i don't know what to say... is that guy ? (Warning, this is a really bad story, don't read that if you are not able to support that.)

 
Everything I said is not totally accurate. I'm confused with time, and I can really often place event at wrong places in time.
Every name here seems weird, right ? Normal, these are not real names or pseudonyms.
SORRY for my English, keep, plz, in mind that I'm French, I'm not meant to write such yappuccinos in English...
As I said, don't read this if you can't handle s*xual subject, and speaking about hara*sment
Sorry if tags (category) are not right. I'm new here, and didn't knew what to put there.

  SO, I just need to go back in time to tell what happened. Less than two years ago, when I was just 16, I joined a discord server centred around Doctor Who. There were a lot of people here, all french just like me, ready to discuss about that wonderful TV show. Among those people were users considered as iconic, cause they were making the server working, they were bringing life in there. The server organisation is simple : Four Admins, among them, the owner, and four moderator. People are here ranked with their participation. The more you talk, the higher you are ranked. So, this was the introduction of the server. People who join here can talk in peace... but at first, that was not the case for me, let me tell you a story :

 Writing a fanfiction on Doctor Who made me decide to talk about it in a discord server where they would look at it and review it. So I joined the "PT". When I arrived, there was a war, opposing the whole server and two people. The server owner, Mika, and his schizophrenic girlfriend. The reason of the war was simple : Everybody wanted her gone. Not just because of her disease, but because it made her an horrible person : Between suicide incitation and PM insult, it was a literal chaos with her in. But me, oh poor innocent me, thought that she wasn't that bad. Y'know, my mother have a mental decease too ! So, I knew how to react to that. She just need some help and attention, she just need to be integrated and appreciated... right ? So I began. I spoke to Mika, who seemed to be a really nice guy. He allowed me, and even thanked me, about trying to help her. So I contacted her. At first, on the server, she was hostile with me. But when she understood, by Mika, that I wanted to help her, she calmed down, and for more than a month, I talk to her, and it seemed to work, I've been able to get her back on the server, and she was calm... for three days. One morning, I woke up, seeing her banned. Mika was devastated. She again insulted people. So I stopped helping her. Months later, after we all seemed to forget her, her name came back, and Mika wanted us again to help her getting integrated... again. And I don't know why, I decided to help, and I talked to her. She told me something, that she told to other, something I wouldn't think possible. Mika tried to... rape her.

 At this moment, for me, Mika was not a weird person. I only saw that he had a LITTLE problem with private life, like, LITTLE. If you had the misfortune to leave the server, he'll harass you to know why. But for the rest... Like, he was an adult (19), was studying rights, was a good server owner, like, he always knew how to put life on his server. That server was the most democratic one I've ever seen. Every three month, you could ELECT moderator. You could vote laws (which are the rules of the server), etc. I was enjoying time speaking with him, even if sometimes, we had some disagreement. Really stupid disagreement. Like that day when he spoke about alcohol, literally promoting it, in the server, where there are minors. Anyway. So I wasn't prepared when her girlfriend told that. Like. She had no proof, right ? Oh she had. One. She send me some screens of conversation, where Mika was apologising, saying that there was a misunderstood, that he thought she was okay with it. And in fact, nothing really happened. It was just a try. But it was weird. But I forgive. And so, I stayed friend with Mika, who randomly decided to BREAK UP WITH HER AND USE JUSTICE AGAINST HER. Yeah, that went really quick. But his accusation were strong, and logical, when you know his ex gf's... temper. And so, a lot of people supported him on the server, in fact, quasi-every "iconic" member I was talking about, and me too. And a bit than a year passed. And something went wrong.

 I started to have more disagreement with Mika, and having AGAIN that discussion about promoting alcohol on the server. So I decided to leave, once, and for all. And as I said : I had the misfortune to try to leave. INSTANTLY, he decided to PM me to harass me to know why I leaved. He called me liar, and told me one thing that made me decide to never come back. I had a friend on that server, Pin. He was a moderator here, and for some reason, since some times, I don't really know how long it went, Mika harassed him, mostly about his relation ship with a girl. So, coming back to me, Mika was... persuaded that I was acting like that JUST because Pin asked me too. HOW DARE HE say something like that about a guy who bring a lot of life on his server ? And HOW DARE HE considered me as Pin's little doggo ? No, Pin didn't asked me to leave, and at this moment, he wouldn't to that. So I leaved, once, and for all. But recently, something terrible made me come back.

 On the server, there were ICONIC peoples, as I said right before. And among them, there was a group of friend who was really enjoying making bad thing on the server. At first, for me, they seemed like stupid piece of trash, who just wanted to break the rules. But something took my attention. Why was Aur, the girl who was always making stupidities, still on the server ? She literally was the most high ranked member, from far ! She in fact is not a bad person. She is just not a lover of Mika's order. And she was true, ambiance on HER doctor who server is sooooooo much better. But those people, a lot of person didn't liked them. But every iconic people liked them. Weird. Anyway.

 Some month after I left the server, a guy came in my PMs. Kev. He was a guy I really disliked before, but he came to me as a cool guy who only wanted to talk to me about the server. I've haven't heard of it for month, and didn't even spoke to Pin. Our last conversation was about his girlfriend, and the fact that he wanted to come back on the server. Anyway, Kev came to me, happy and proud to announce me that he was now an elected moderator of the server... and that he BANNED every "bad" iconic people to bring peace on the server. And so, he told me to join. And I came back. Because I knew something was off. And I was actually right. When I joined, I realised HOW MUCH he lied to me. He hadn't banned anybody. They left. And not only "bad" iconic members. Mostly all of them. And I heard why. Mika was doing horrible things here, cause he had bring back someone I never thought I would hear about again. His ex GF. He made her an account to get her incognito on the server. But... it was so damn it obvious. Like. WHO FELT FOR THAT. Nobody. And members didn't liked it. And Mika continued. And he and his girlfriend was doing... adult RP... on the server. In front of the same minors I told him not to promote alcohol in front off. You must ask yourself how I know all of that, if I wasn't there ? Pin. As soon as I joined the server, Pin, who left long ago, contacted me. I knew that I was back, and wanted to clarify informations. SO, I figured out that I was missing so many things. In fact, Mika was horrible since a lot of time. I saw, when I was, long before, an active members, that sometimes, he was acting weirdly against some members. Mio got harassed by him, always getting warned and mute for no reason. Dra too. Pin, but that I knew, too. And now, about his girlfriend. Let's get back on rape accusation. She wasn't lying. Cause Pin had someone hid in the admin circle. Someone who had access to the admin channel. And that someone extracted a yappuccino from Mikado, some years ago, asking his girlfriend to... literally make babies to skip high school. She was minor. Probably around 16. THE HELL. WHAT THE HELL. Anyway, that's all I had to say, if anybody want precisions about it, ask, and I'll do another post to answer.