LITERALY OMFG IM SO EMBARRASED RN I WANNA DISAPPEAR

URGHHH SOMEONE SAW THE CUTS ALL OVER MY ARMS AND THEY ONLY SAW THEM BC THEY THREW FUCKING APPLE SAUCE ON ME AND HE WAS JUST LIKE "wait why do u cut urself" AND PPL STARTED LOOKING AT ME LIKE OMG SHOOT ME RIGHT HERE RIGHT NOW I CANT TO THISSS

BUT AFTER LUNCH HE WENT UP TO ME HE WS JUST ASKING LIKE WHAT I USED OR WHATEVER AND THEN SAID ITS NOT WORTH IT TO KMS I MEAN U COULD TELL HE ISNT GOOD AT TALKING ABT THAT BUT I FELT LIKE BREAKING DOWN CRYING BC HE IS LITERALLY THE FIRST PERSON LIKE APART FROM MY DAD OR WHATEVER WHO SAID SMTH LIKE THAT SO NOW I ATLEAST FEEL A LITTLE BETTER BUT AT THE SAME TIME I WANNA DIE BC I FEEL LIKE ITS GONNA SPREAD SOOO FUCKING FAST AND I DONT WANT PPL KNOWING THAT

AND NOW I HAVE APPLE SAUCE STAINS ON MY JEANS BRO