Before you proceed and read this remember that I spent WEEKS procrastinating on this blog.

I am a yapper always have been. I never thought although that my yaps could be valuable. The nihilistic voice inside my head tells me ''Why would anyone read your blogs? What do your thoughts have so that they would be more valuable than others? Wouldn't they benefit more if they spent their time reading a book or doing something more productive than reading your thoughts?'' The honest truth is that it is not completely wrong, I don't think my thoughts are more valuable than yours, its a mere coincidence that the words you re reading are mine.

The reason I wrote this blog besides it being the final boss of oversharing your private life with random strangers on the internet is my friends. After I told them I made a spacehey account they were like WHERE ARE THE BLOGS I WANNA READ!!! And I told them why I am reticent but they spoke to me as if its nonsense. It may be their affection for me, which may not apply to strangers, but ... the idea in my head that maybe my thoughts are worth something started to form in my head.

A lot of friends know how to code and make their blogs interesting (shoutout to ivpiter) , and that's one of my weaknesses here, but with time you guys will see me grow and learn don't worry not all blogs will be as boring as this one.

Anyhow, if you re asking me why my blogs are worth reading I have no answer, but since you are still reading there must be something. The thing about me is that I expect myself to have it figured out all the time and I stress when I don't. Oftentimes the only thing that gets me through my flaws is my longing for self expression. The craving for having a corner of the world built brick by brick by me , regardless of it being physical like my room or digital like a blog or a Pinterest board, it just makes me surpass my mental limits. It s like the fear of being perceived doesn't matter anymore in the face of my longing to be understood. 

Regardless of how much being detached and ''chill' is trending these days, I strive to be a vulnerable, honest, kind voice on the internet, one in which people can relate to and learn from. So I hope tag along in this journey. I would love to be friends <3