i think its kinda ironic

my whole childhood i always thought i never naturally looked feminine and HONESTLY i didn't have a problem with it AT ALL, until people started pointing it out in a kind of mean way, so then i thought it was a shameful thing.

i literally remember looking in the mirror and saying "ew i look like those boys in those bands" and then in my head id be like.. "omg i look like those boys in those bands!!!! >u<" 

during like 2015-2018 i was SUPER into tumblr and i always saw those like scene boys and thought "dang i wish i could look like that" and here i am... going back to that kinda look... LOL

its really healing though, like knowing elementary school me would've like cried of happiness if she knew how i look now :)

im really glad the galaxy mustache emo is coming back!!!