Shite day

Been sat in bed after having one of those days where everything seems to have just felt off, wrong, annoying whatever. Idk why, after these kinda days I just get a weird pit in my stomach, like I’m just fully fed up and this is the end kinda feeling.

Went to the studio today and just could not play right, was off time, hands felt like concrete blocks and honestly nothing was working. I get it happens and last time I played with the band, it was great, I felt great playing, but it’s just when I do have those shite days where I can’t play I feel like I should just quit, chuck out the sticks and do fuckin stamp collecting or whatever. 

That was the big thing that happened today, the rest is honestly just bs self loathing about social life and life in general but honestly I think I’d rather shove my hands in wasps nests than write anything like that on here. 

Whatever, hella sad today, we ball